
1
The quest is to understand myself not as a single thing, a single point, but rather a constellation, a layered interruption in time comprising everyone and everything I encounter.
2
When I said I wanted to leave home my mother wept. I have never seen such a storm on the mountain and I feared she would not let me go. The tears she cried froze around me and I was swaddled in ice for a thousand years.
Saddled in pure white, I rode the back of the Earth until sun turned my horse into water.
It broke my mother's heart to see me leave and that breaking made my journey possible.
3
When I arrived in the foreign land I knew no-one. All I had to offer were songs and stories from my mother-land. For a long time they could not understand what I was saying. They thought their world and their ways were the only ones and feared I might want to change them.
Exchange, I said, that is what I want.
4
Everything I have come to understand as being one way is no longer that way. The straight line becomes a curve, the contradiction becomes coherent, poverty becomes wealth. This is the great law of reversal my ancestors spoke of. It is essentially expansive, essentially ignorant of boundary, essentially counter to almost everything we have come to believe.
Why, under reversal's banner even God has descended from a heaven in the sky to live as a worm in the earth.
5
One day men came. They dug metal stakes into the ground around me and joined them with a rope.
But the rope that separates is the rope that joins.
Particles of myself ride the wind into homes and hands of strangers. Rain washes me into the earth and the earth's fast running rivers. I record the touch of a hand, step of fly, scud of clouds. I have small pockets that catch words from a walker's lips, light from the moon's bright lyre.
6
No one thing immediately changes into another. A million steps are taken until you reach the place where one more step takes you across the border.
7
Edges change day by day by day. The wall falls down. The gate opens. The ocean eats the coast and the volcano spawns a new island.
Negotiations of form are endless.
8
We learned to be patient as stars. We sat in silence for the coming and going of many suns. We spoke when we were moved and there was no need for translation: instead a direct transfusion of meaning passed between us.
Crow, cloud, thunder.
In this way we shared truths we did not know we knew but were set upon this orbiting planet to discover.
9
I remember the land and the land remembers me. Together we make memory. My heart lights up at the sight of so many friends who
greet me along the way.
10
I am not the first stone to speak and I will not be the last
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